Rut-Roh

Looks like I could become a solo mum again, this time with two kids. Craig doesn't know what he wants, doesn't know whether he wants to be here with us, or whether he wants to leave. I've cried and we've talked - but at the end of it all, it's got to be his decision. So I wait, numb, throbbing head, till he decides what he wants in life - this seriously bites.