Wednesday, October 12, 2005

I had my first EarlyBird session yesterday...talk about brain ache!! It's amazing how much mine hurt - just shows it gets very little use.
I think the course is going to be great...I'm still in two minds about what my girl actually has/is. After talking and seeing the videos of the other children, she does slot into Autism...but then today, she's totally clued on to everything and the only difference is she's non-verbal. This whole rollercoaster is frustrating the living hell out of me. And I can only imagine what it's like for Molly.
I got some great ideas, and insight from yesterday...kinda hanging out for the next one, which is in another three weeks. Don't really know whether Craigs going to be into it....he's really fucking me off tonight...wish he'd just pissthehelloff!! He's not taken much interest in what went on yesterday, hasn't even looked at the books, much less asked me anything about it - T.V. was far more important. I still suspect Rhys has either autism, or aspergers...but thats something Craig doesn't even want to touch...stupid prat. He'd rather just sweep it under the carpet and carry on like life is perfectly ok...which it's far from! Somedays I feel like I'm pushing a lump of turd uphill with a toothpick...

Looking forward to Friday, having a coffee group, and will catch up with the 'girls' who I haven't seen in months!! Will be fabulous...great bunch of chicks with an instant play group! Great for Molly's socialisation too.

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