Woohoo, we're off tomorrow to Christchurch, not really looking forward to the drive, ma's car, no decent sounds and T'Keyah beside me (sheesh!!) lol - the Nationals are being held in Christchurch, and considering this is the first time they've ever been held in the south island, it's a pretty big deal - sooooo looking forward to it. Though on the downside, I leave Molly & Craig here, so thats hard. I so enjoy my break - but miss them like mad all the same. I'm bummed though, that I hardly have any money to take....piss.
I feel down, and I know exactly why, and I'm dealing with it slowly (I think) its a sticky situation and something that I can't even write here - because you just never know.

WARNING - Language is crass!

Poor poppet wasn't a happy camper yesterday - we went to kindy, as per usual, she rocked up, did her name and lunch box, checked out what was on offer and decided she didn't want to stay. We came home, and I started feeling like crap too - could barely keep my eyes open - Molly was really warm to touch too, so I started pumping the fluids. T'Keyah came home at 3ish, and I thought I'd try to catch a nap - but Molly began having a melt-down in the kitchen, so I came out - she was trying to put her sneakers back on (having a shoe obsession lately) so I picked her up and came and sat on the computer chair with her to have a cuddle - she fell asleep!! So we went to the couch and she slept - having huge body jumps though! She slept on and off until 5.30 when Dad took over and I took T'Keyah to marching and went to the supermarket. Came home at 6.30 and she was still napping, so I got PJ's out and panadoled her up (was quite hot) and she was in bed and asleep by 7pm!! She woke up at 3 soaking wet, so Craig changed her and I changed her bed, and she went back to sleep - she was up again at 6.20 for the day, and is fairly chipper and eating loads!! Still in her PJ's and sneakers!!

I was talking with Susan yesterday at kindy and she was relaying a conversation that Michelle and Adrienne had on Thursday - the general gist of it was that Michelle doesn't agree with Christines diagnosis - she's really starting to fuck me off - she's stuck in the mindset that Molly is autistic and won't shift - Maybe it's because my daughter doesn't freaking like you!!!!!!!! Even Susan commented that there didn't seem to be much of a rapport there and Molly was unsettled on Thursday - um yeah, cos that fucktard was there!!!!!! I think it's time we got a new therapist, someone that will give Molly the therapy she needs - not therapy for autism, because she's not freakin autistic!!! I so want to slap that bitch. ARGH!

Well, Christine, the physcologist came on Tuesday, observed Molly and asked questions (loads!) and at the end said "I will get you and Craig in sometime next week to do all the formal side, and I still need to speak to Adele (Cox, the supervising physcologist), but at this stage I think it's inappropriate to diagnose Molly as autistic"
Woo-freakin-hoo!!! I was so thrilled - I wasn't bothered if she was autistic, I was dealing with the fact that she might be, but that mothers instinct kept telling me it wasn't right, and I'm just thrilled to know she's not going to be labelled autistic!! IN YER FACE VERA HAYWARD!!! Craig laughed the other night about being a fly on the wall when vera hayward found the news! I just hope now that Michelle will pull her socks up about the whole thing - and stop focusing on the autistic label and give Molly the therapy she needs. If she's going to be a poop-head about it, I will request a new therapist.
Molly is addicted to Ice-Age - she's adorable how she cracks up at the cartoon creatures antics - where's da baby? Is hilarious!

Thought I should include a picture of Lucy - our puddy cat, she's a dear wee cat, but can a complete bitch sometimes - lol, just like most women I guess!!
Bentley is an egg...he totally acted the fool on Saturday, at both shows!! Blinken twit. Saturday night we went to High Tide for dinner - ooh yummo, the food was absolutely devine!! It was great to get out and have a "posh" dinner, no plastic place mats or melamine dinner ware!
Sunday, Bentley behaved so much better, but the judge didn't like him - she looked like something out of the planet of the apes!! I'm quite looking forward to the Nationals in Christchurch at the end of the month. (just have to save some $$ for it!)

Molly had speech this morning, it put me in a pretty crap mood - she acted like a complete moron - all the more reason for them to say she's autistic! I just wish she'd be the kid that she is at home! I really don't get why she changes so much.
We've got the clinical physcologist coming tomorrow morning to observe her in the home - I seriously hate this shit, I feel like I'm being watched - oh wait I AM BEING WATCHED!! LMAO
I must be having a down time about the whole saga again - I feel angry, tired and tearful. BUT I love this girl so much, she is just so much fun right now, she cracks me up sometimes. Little monkey is eating ice cream, tried eating it straight from the container, but I grabbed it just in time - so she's got a bowl and is sitting up at the table with it. now she's tipping the melted dribbles onto the table - piglet.